Everyday i miss him..what to do?

** sa bguling2 jatuh cinta..hehehe

Dear Mr Fiance,

I miss you baby :'( i really do and it's hurt me like hell when you are so far away from me..please come back soon. Until then, i will wait but don't make me wait too long. I love you.
With Love,
Baby Ann

p/s : dear readers, please don't vomit.hehe..

Tomorrow is the day that i've to wake up early, go to office, back home late in the evening without a mid-day sleep..where i can't watch my favorite dramas, can't eat my favourite foods while Facebooking. That's what i call 'welcome to hell!'

Tomorrow is the day, i'm meeting with my ex-boss & colleagues. Doing office duty that makes me stress till pimple-out, dealing with peoples that depress me till i want to punch their face. That's what i call ' you should go to SPA!' ;)

Tomorrow is the day where I have to sacrifice my precious time as a young woman but in the end of month i collect my payment. That's what i call 'what a BLISS!' :)

**updates while sitting in a car waiting to depart to KK.

I'm listening to a song and i remember him. No more regret only peace. I don't know why he keep crossing my mind these days but i realized that i'm not angry anymore.

I smile. All those memories makes me smile. I've learn my lesson, i've forgive. I'm GLAD he was a part of my life. Got hurts, frustrated, failure, argument..i've endure it all just to prove what was my feelings. Now, it was all gone just a memories to be remembered. I thanked God for the beautiful lessons, for the wonderful experience.

I smile. For me to fallen in love again. He gave me all the happiness i deserve. There's nothing can describe & compare what i'm feeling toward him. Only can say i'm GLAD.

This is a quick update.

I miss 'merepek' in here. Damn the internet i can't login into my blog. I miss blogwalking..pretty sure got so much interesting post to read T.T
Next week i'll be working again, dealing with numbers everyday..Oh, thank you to my ex-boss for hiring me again..hehe..End of month got money to SHOPPING!*bliss*
Okey, see you next post. I probably updating my blog from my desk in office that time..hahaha *begaya*

Sent from my Sony Ericsson Xperia neo V

Finally, baru boleh buka. Punya bikin panas nih line internet. Sangat² teruk dan hampir² buat sa terjun bangunan! Damn! =,=

And oh.. hi people! I've been away since 31st of May and haven't update anything here..hadoiiiii! rindu mau merepek di sini :D I was just come back from KK week ago and sa masi demam. Masih sakit kepala tahap mau banging di dinding T_T .Teda ubat yang mujarab setakat ini so sa bertahan seja laa..uhuuu..I will start from the day i left home :) This will definitely a long post but never mind. So much to tell and more pic to share.

31st May -

Around 1:00pm, we departed to KK. Singgah KB skejap di car wash. And while waiting the car siap mandi kami ber'konica' laa sekejap kasi hilang boring menunggu.

At night, inilah habuan..haha! A bit drunk that time tapi memang enjoy laa..duduk ramai² bercerita, ketawa macam apa saja..weeee... I only remember to snapped this ;)




That day was Mr Fiance's birthday, too. Sad! cuz i can't celebrate it with him since dia sangat jauh di tanah melayu :( I only managed to wish him via phone. Tapi tak mengapa. Sabar seja la kan? I have my whole life baa kan mau celebrate..Pray for his health, luck and wealth and happiness. May God bless & guide him everyday. I love you baby *hugs*

1st June

Sempat jalan² di Kokol. Planning mau pi Kasih Sayang Resort tapi hujan! I can't take a pictures sebab kabus sangat tebal. On our way back home, sempat singgah di Summit Prayer tapi tutup so kami tengok dari main road saja..Isn't this amazing? I love the building!



2nd June

My niece's wedding day.

 Aiyayaii! :)

Okay, due to the laziness syndrome and i still didn't get back my blogging mood and i really don't have an ideas what to write ; i just wanna share some pictures for you as i promised few days back. So, enjoyy! :))

More pictures next post so wait for my update! xoxo

p/s : sorry for the low quality pictures :D all pictures taken with my xperia 5megapixels..

Howdy fellas!

Someone really pissed me off today. She's fooling around and i'm sooo mad as i wanna punch her face! She appeared in the middle of nowhere and said 'oh my God, you're so fat! how many kids do you have now?' And i was like ''hey, what the hell..!'' She even mentioned that she heard about me having a baby before marriage. Whattt!! Excuse me, i'm just ENGAGED last December, okay! And, i don't have a baby.

Hell to the O! Hello! :D

Giggling. I text Mr Fiance just now and asked something that i can blog. Hadoiii, terus sa ketawa guling². Sungguh EPIC baa he answered me.

Me : Lama x blogging. x idea. give me some.
Mr. Fiance : Talk about ur appetite & promise me u will not be a tong drum.chubby is fine.haha

And i was like =,= But to be honest, i really am in a big appetite these days. I've ate in about 1 hours *sometimes less but the cravenness kept coming up and i end up eating again. My goodness! To stop my stupid-hunger, i drink super-sweet hot choc and it turns me sleepy. Sangat ular, right? Well, its PMS i guess..Gonna be normal later. But the truth is, its worried and stressed me most of the times until pimpled-out. My kilos is keep increasing! Damn it! *shy*



And now, the hippo in the making! Look how Adele  fat i am. And i have no idea what is my current weight too 'cuz i am soooo allergic with the weight-scale. hahahha.. takut nanti itu jarum pusing 2 kali ;p

Howdy! ;)

I went to town today with my beautiful sister in law :) Thanks to her i able to go out after her school ended. Oh, she is a teacher by the way [ Happy Teacher's Day, Arlynne! Wish you have a great day ahead and God bless..] After we bought some groceries, we went to KFC for our late lunch..

Okay, scratch that. The TRUTH is i miss him. I miss him so badly, damn badly. I miss him everyday. I miss him everytime i woke up in the morning and i miss him whenever i went to sleep. I miss him and i couldn't tell him and its hurt me so very much. It feels like there is a big empty hole in my heart.

The rejection. I sent him text and asked ' don't you miss me?' and his replied 'ba mula suda jiwang dia lps tinguk korea..' and i was like =,= I'm expecting him to answer me 'i miss you tooo' but he didn't. Childish? Oh, i just don't know..I'm just hoping he would understand these feelings. We're not fighting or something. We're pretty much still in track. But i just can't hold myself from the ignorance. The only things that can makes me smile is his attention, his super-romance-text messages since we can't talk much on the phone. My goodness, tears again!!

Off to sleep. Jal jja! Sarang hae ~

Can i cry?

I'm super pissed off over Manchester United losing the 20th title of EPL cup this season! Thanks to  Kun Aguero for the last minutes score and took away all the HOPE of United fans..aiyaaa, nasib laa Kun itu sgt hensem..eheeee..But, United did a good job last night. Even though United didn't get any cup this season but salute to their performance. Keep the red flag flying high! :D It's okay to lose 1 cup just for Citizens yang kemarau cup selama 44 tahun! There's 18 more to beat United, in another 44 years perhaps? Hahahaa..

Damon: If it was just down to him and me and you had to make a choice who got the goodbye, who would it be?
Elena: I love him, Damon. He came into my life at a time when I needed someone and I fell for him instantly. No matter what I feel for you, I never unfall for him.
Damon: Yeah, I get it. Stefan. It’s always gonna be Stefan.

Hi guys ;D

I'm in a very good mood so i'm giving you 1 tutorial today. How to use BLOGSKIN. I'm sure some of you are using this blogskin instead of blog template. Ini ikut suka hati laa kan mau guna yang mana 1. As for me, blogskin is quite convenience to use. I'm not really into blog template sebab sa nda laa sekreatif sesetengah orang.. Besides, blogskin pun cute-cute what ^^

[ save your current template okay..]

#1. Go to your Dashboard > Template >

 #2. After clicking, you'll see like this :


#3. And it should be like this after revert :


#4. Okay, CLICK HERE to choose blogskin you like. There are sooooo many blogskin that you can choose ;D

Happy Mommy's Day to all mom, mom-to-be, pending-mom (yang belum kawen..hehe) all over the world. May God bless everyone of you. Thank you for being a superwoman ;)

On a day like this, i really wish that my mom is still around. It's been 17th years since she left us T.T. I miss her so much and it's such a pains that i'm not remembering what she look liked anymore. Her last images in my eyes has been disappeared along with my tears on the day she's gone. The only picture of her that we have right now is her IC's photo but it's quite blurry.

Dear Mom,
I'm sorry that i end up forgetting your beautiful looks. You left us too soon that i didn't get the chances to engrave your angel's face in my heart. I wish that you come to me in my dreams and hug me tight and take all the pains of missing you for years. We grew up without you and dad really did your undone duty very well. Being our father and mother in the same times, it's sure does giving him a hard times but mom, i'm so proud of him. We love you mom and always will. We will pray for you and please look after us. We'll unite again as a family when our times come. Until then, please rest in peace. 

Oh, not to forget my step-mom. Even though we don't share the same blood and flash, you still are our mother. You rise us just like your own kids and we are truly blessed. You too left us too soon. And we didn't have the chances to repay you back. We will pray for you inaa'.. We all loves both of you, mother.

Soon, i'm going to get married and probably will be a mom too. I'll rise them just like what both of you've done. I'll tell my kids that they have an awesome grandma :D

Hahhhhh! *sengaja sergah..hehe..ada baik ker? aiseyy..sa berlakon seja baa. Ndaa juga sa pandai loghat semenanjung nih..

Labuan ~ sepa yang pernah pigi nih? Atau ko orang Labuan? :D I'm going to Labuan this coming June and of course with my Mr Fiance.. Not sure the exact date yet but will be there for 3D2N, maybe..tunggu si boss laa macamana kan.. Since this is our 1st time travelling together, i mean only the two of us [teda bodyguard a.k.a racun nyamuk..heeee] i'm superrrrr excited sekali. Seems like Labuan is my warming-up vacation cuz i'll fly to KL on June 20th. Many places to go..heeeee..Melaka and Penang in my list [food hunting of course] But, depends on him also sebab dia keja. =,=  I might go alone if possible or maybe with darlings sa yang ada di tanah melayu ;) BUT tinguk budget juga. Takut nanti teda duit bikin tambang balik Sabah ;p Aiyaaaa! How i wish that i'm Bill Gates' daughter,  hidup travelling seja sebab bapa 'cop duit'..hahaha..

Jakarta? Okay, this is still on planning. Whether will go on this coming Dec or January next year. Surveying hotels in progress also. And mau cari orang yang comfirm mau ikut. Tickets must be book early cuz it's cheaper i guess and sekarang banyak promotion. So, to families yang mau ikut kumpul laa duit banyak-banyak.. :D  And to myself  <---- 'ada duit ko kaa mau p Jakarta?!'  Pretty sure that i will be BROKE when i in KL..aiyaaa..Jadiii, wahaii readers[uhuuu..ada readers ka juga nih?] yang baik hati, tolong click mana-mana yang berkaitan dengan $$ di belog ini..hehehe..

To all my beautiful, gorgeous & charming readers [amboiiiii, mengampu namapk..] that have been in Jakarta, please recommend me the best hotel to stay[clean,safe,comfort & SAFE] or which places should i visit..makasehhh! Lebiu all :D

Untuk menambahkan duit poket i yang semakin kontang, sila laa menderma dengan cara meng'CLICK DI SINI..Terima kasih daun keladi. Nanti i belanja laa u makan bubur keladi ;)

p/s : can't wait my penyupenyu to come home..miss u muchossssss baby <3

Hello peeps! :D

*yawn* I'm sooo sleepy right now but goshh!! my dad really can let me sleep peacefully. I just slept for 1 1/2 hours and my dad woke me up at 6:30am to help him moved away the fertilizers. Oh man! Seriously?! Yah!yah! If i get to do this for 1 week, i'm pretty sure i got six pack abs and a tough biceps..hahaa..

Okay, back to the title. I saw the post by Nuffnang Malaysia while scrolling around their website so i'm taking the chances to share with you guys who doesn't know about this. Sharing is Caring, am i right? ;)

Dear Nuffnangers,
We have always believed in the power of the community to do great things, and today, we’d like to rally for all of you to come together to help someone in need. No doubt many of you might have noticed your social media feeds buzzing with mentions of Alda Evan Tan since late last month, and have had your curiousity aroused. Alda Evan Tan is a social media community manager by day, and a music promoter and talented musician by night. While jamming in a studio with friends late last month, Alda collapsed mid-song and was immediately admitted to the Damansara Specialist Hospital. He underwent a brain surgery successfully and has since been in a coma.

For more info, please check Pray for Alda Evan Tan Facebook page HERE . To those around the places mentioned, please grab this opportunity to help who needed supports. Together we pray for Alda Evan Tan recovery and for everyone regardless of who you are, where you are.