I've this bad feeling lately. Regardless of where he is, i still have this unwanted feelings. Whenever i'm thinking about him, there's an indescribable-feeling and my heart started to race. Sometimes, those bad feeling makes me miserable-sad and scared and i cried for no reason. Even right now, at this moment i'm typing this post i still don't understand why i'm having this feeling. 

Mungkin ada sesuatu yang berlaku di luar kesedaran atau pengetahuan saya so i need an answers.

God, if there's something i have to know please show me the clues. Please show me something to find the answers.

p/s : i hope it wasn't you.